Chick talk so boys be forwarned :) and I tend to ramble :)
Hey guys Ive gotten some emails asking..did you leave where did you go...
Nope didnt leave just decided, oh to have emergency sugery
June 7 I started to not feel well (girly pains) took an advil then BAM (just like Emeril) I hit the deck with a horrible bad arse pain, I literally thought I was going to have a baby ( wahoo get to be on TLC show..I didnt know I was pregnant) the pain was intense, I laid down thinking oh this horrible, mind numbing, give me drugs pain, will go away... about 30 minutes later I called for hubby sat up and BAM (again just like emeril) I passed out,woke up to hubby freaking out and then started to throw up...hubby said we need to go to the ER, dumb silly woman I a refused said it probabaly some really nasty flu layed down tried to sleep it off...started to run a fever, heart racing and decided yep I better go in...we went to one of the free standing ER'S here in Cypress, they drew some blood, did a girly check ( told ya boys) and said well ummmmmm we think you have a pelvic infection so here is some vicadine and antibiotics and check with your OBGYN on Monday if you dont feel better. Now mind you I have just been given 2 doses of Morphine and it didnt even take the edge off of the pain I was in...so I hesitantly left and went home feeling like a totally wussybaby.
That night and all day Sunday were the same, pain, no eating, fever, high heart rate...so first thing Monday morning we got an OBGYN appointment and went in and they said well ummm we think its an infection or maybe you had a ruptured cysts..again go home and (tough it out you wussybaby) if you dont feel better give us a call...so hubby brought me home went to work for a bit and I called him around 1:00 and said I cant do this anymore so back up the doc we went this time with an ultrasound planned...did the ultra sound, went home and waited, doc called around 7pm and said I did in fact have a rupture cysts (a big one and it had a friend) so again they said oh youll get better but say it with me, give us a call if you dont feel better...so back to bed I went still in horrible pain, pain vicadine only took the edge off...so all night I was awake ( hadnt hardly slept in 3 days) started to run a fever that went to 104, while on antibiotics mind you, heart rate was insane and the pain, again have a baby awful...so again the wussybaby called the doctor and we went to the real ER...and...waited...and waited...and waited...after 3 hours in the ER I finally was seen by a ER doctor who claimed he was Sulu and was also German and talked like Sean Connery

, he was an Asian-German-irish doctor, he was trying to make me laugh, I wasnt in the laughing mood :) So he ordered another ultrasound and then a CT scan...finished the ulrasound and you know that feeling, when you know they know and you know they know its not what you wanna know, yeah it was kinda like that..so the ultra tech said "well your going to straight to CT, okay" ( said like Johnny depp in charlie in the chocolate factory) so up I whoosed and as I finished the CT as I was being wheeled into the room the nurses came in and said okay put this on and take off your jewlery and whats your blood type, the room went crazy like in the movies started to spin and they said your going up to surgery right now....SAY WHAT!!! Like tomorrow right ..no right now or your going to die...SAY WHAT!! Apparently that first cysts was quite a large bugger around 8cm and then its friend well its was around 7 cm, both ruptered and well I was bleeding into my abdomen and apparently my abdomen was filling with blood ( Ive been since told that, that it is quite painful, bleeding internally) and if they didnt go like right now yeah well I was going to die...so within exactly 36 minutes I was up and out...3 hours later, 7 inch scar, I was better, the orginal pain gone and a new more managable pain set in..but pain meds did a body good!! I was in the hospital for 3 days and been home being taken care of my my amazing husband!
So thats where Ive been...I cant shoot for 6 weeks thats going to suck eggs big time but gives me time to be with my family...which when you are presented with death you start to prioritize your prorities and suddenly things that were so very important are not so important anymore :)
Thanks for reading my novel...:) and I would never leave TPF

...hehe thats where Ive been