Chris,
I am very sorry to hear of your loss. Two days ago Walter, our buddy of 15 years, died suddenly. Like your Sandy Bear, Walter was healthy right up to the end when his little heart gave out without warning. Jill and I know our touch and voices comforted Walter as he faded away.
Your tribute to Sandy Bear is so tender. And yes, only a few of us will understand your special bond, the magic of your friendship, and the terrible sense of loss that you are feeling.
The hardest part is finding replacements for the daily routines that included our now-missing friend. I read in bed every night and Walter would sit behind me so his shadow would fall across my book. I haven't been able to open a book these past two night because I just can't face the pages without that silhouette of his ears. Believe this: you are a better person because you are hurting right now.
Jill and i wish you the best and thank you for sharing your feelings and photos.
Dan

Walter, 1988-March 30, 2005